This morning, though, I woke up renewed (albeit for a sore back). I made the kids fresh pancakes for breakfast. I don't have all of the anger built up inside anymore, though I made the kids answer the door when my mother-in-law brought back Kate's cookie form this morning. I'm not ready to let that one slide just yet. But it's proof that God gives us new days for another chance- another chance to make things better, to love more, to experience life. God answered my prayers with a new day, and I'm thankful.
Last weekend, Kate had to work on a diary project for school. They'd been studying Anne Frank and had to journal different topics relating to Anne's life. One of those topics was to tell about a time in her life when things weren't looking up for her and include pictures. She chose to write about when she got her tonsils/adenoids out- she was one SICK little girl for several months. By the time we got her referral and in to see the ENT, her tonsils were literally eating themselves apart (per the ENT). She was on a constant round of antibiotics because as soon as the finished a round, they'd swell up and cause a high fever. He airway was the size of a pencil. She could barely swallow anything except for tiny bits at a time. The apnea at night was terrible, so she barely slept, and neither did we between the snoring and then very loud gasp of air followed by a coughing fit. It was scary. I wish we'd gotten the referral sooner, but you can't say we didn't try.
Don't know why her hair looks so red in this picture
But God answered our prayers with a new day and a fabulous ENT that not only took great care of Kate, but went on to care for Preston through all of his ear issues/surgeries in the past 5 years. That morning, Kate was ready. Not many 5 year olds are 100% willing to go into surgery with no qualms- a testament to how horrible she'd been feeling. When Dr. S. came out of surgery, he said that her tonsils and adenoids were the biggest he'd ever seen in a child. They were literally the size of golf balls. Although we were told that that nigh would be the roughest for her because of pain and coughing, that night was her best. She didn't snore. She didn't cough. By the second day, her pain level was so low that regular Tylenol did the trick. She had energy again (not good though when she had to be calm to prevent bleeds), she was happy, and she wanted to eat everything she could find. It was so wonderful to have the old Kate back! A new day brought us so much!
This picture is too cute not to share. We came upon it while trying to find pictures for her journal entries and she decided it had to go on the cover of her journal. This picture made it into the newspaper. She spent a good hour or more feeding this horse at a kids fair when she was 4. She was horse-crazy like no one else! She begged and begged the lady who owned the horse to let her have it. Silly girl!
Fast forward 9 years and we're sitting in her language arts class for her parent/teacher conference. At the end, the teacher told Kate that she remembered her from when she was a little girl (I knew the teacher looked familiar). She then told her about a little girl with blond, curly hair that begged and begged to have her horse at a kids fair. She didn't give it to her, but ever since that day, if anyone asked about her horse, she told them that it wasn't her horse, that it belonged to a little girl named Kaitlyn. My Kaitlyn! That was such a sweet moment. Since this diary project was from her class, Kate knew that this picture with her horse was the perfect one for the cover!